What does it feel like?

I do wonder........ when I see people out and about cuddling, kissing, making out, whatever you want to call it, what it would be like to feel that same emotion they're feeling. I haven't been in love exclusively before. I play it cool when it comes to relationships, I let them do what they want, and vice versa, but is laid back the best way to be? I mean yes it makes life easier and organising times to meet up with one another to go for dinner, or a drink, to the cinema, seeing family etc. is always special, but showing your love exclusively could be nice too, no?! At the end of the day it's not down to what people think or how they should see you, but it's always cute to be able to express a bit of love and affection out in public, considering everyone else does it?!

I don't know.

I'll just continue to wonder if I'll ever feel that.