This has been some eventful few weeks. I am so shattered though. I have set up a tumblr account as well now so pictures are a constant upload on that one and it seems to be a complete competition as to how many followers one can get but wow it is exciting.
Haven't been blogpressing for a while and I kinda miss it. I'm not sure who even reads my stuff anymore, everyone seems to have jumped off the face of the earth, wherever that is cos il join in if I knew where to locate this face!
I wanna be a model and it's starting to bother me so much. Few friends have offered to help me out doing a portfolio and stuff so we'll see how that all goes when they're finished with uni and tings.
I fancy a bit of a boogie this weekend so bank holiday better be a good time or I'll be sulking!
Oh yeah and Ellie Goulding tickets......be anymore excited?!

Peace out.

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Would normally consist of getting paraletically drunk in a dingey location swarmed by desperate no-goods but instead after watching toooooo many chick flicks to even make a guy cry, I've resulted to my massie Sony headphones laying on my bed and listening to Incubus whilst cuddling Elliott and daydreaming of my years to come.

Possibilities for the next few years go as follows or hopes :-
1. New job (consisting of money not peanuts)
2. Driving my car finallllly
3. Settling down with someone and having goooooooooood times all round.
4. Getting the cruise ship opportunity
5. Attending mums wedding in September 2011 with no cruise ship interuptions.
6. Going to the states to see A.C or him coming to see me (possibly next summer)
And....7. Having my life back!

Well let's hope I acheive at least one of these bad boy dreams by the end of 2011.




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I fancy Thomas Edward Coe but he doesn't wanna know. Ha


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Blog blog blog. All I wanna do is blog!! Wish I had more time on my hands. Tomorrow il be blogging on my travels to Bournemouth. Bring on the sexy time and memory loss! Can not effing wait.



I heart Vikki Blows


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Tom Coe is lush.



Hello pelvic lines!

That is all. Night


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My job

Sucks. I need to work out more so I can do what I wanna do and that's to be a model! Who agrees?!


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All work and no play

So working endlessly isn't always the highest of points in life. Yes there's the money and the fame blah blah blah but if I'm not enjoying what I do,surely I'm going wrong somewhere?!

I mean cooking is fun and making new desserts for the menu is always inspiring and exciting but then having your head blown off by the 'higher' chefs (they are no superior than I am) is one of the faults to my job! I do have a good time and laugh with them but they're more frequent to have a period than I am and they're all male?!

Not long til I drive so things could improve from there. I cannot wait to be on the road. Me and Turk busting out the likes of Stevie Wonder himself :)

Ahh the sunshine beaming through the restaurant window. It's such a small thing that can brighten one's day in a big way (no pun intended)

I'm gutted that the FRONT magazine isn't at the garage. There's my lunch break entertainment out the window!




BRING ON THE TRUMPETS.


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Flowers

So a busy and somewhat longggggggggg weekend went by and I'm now feeling it. Listening to radio 1xtra makes me want to be black. I wish my laptop would work soon too?! Yawn. So after a long weekend during which I went to matter at the o2 with HM and saw smd which was so effing good I may add, I then have had this week's driving lesson and that's an excitement in itself. Soon Turk and myself will be on the road alone!! Road trips are currently being planned and also a holiday away is on the cards!!



Do wish I had someone to cuddle at times like these though.....

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A day turns good all because of a little sunshine

This day has definitely progressed...redbull,sunshine and good music! Oh and a fully charged iPhone makes a day much better!! Oh and the fact that my passport has turned up! Looks like matter will be seeing two gorgeous bodies dancing there after all. Watch out SMD you're going to have some mega groupies dancing by your decks! No longer fml (well for now anyway)



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Not my average Friday

So woke up after 3 hours sleep. Seriously couldn't nod off last night and it was becoming uncomfortable to think about it all. Life is too short for me to have this always draining me but time will soon tell that I'm better off without.
But anyway back to how rubbish this day is going to be as I have lost my one and only piece of ID my passport!! Had it on Wednesday last and it was in my back pocket but noooooo Beck wants to be an idiot and let it fall out somewhere!! Ohhhhhhh fml. Supposed to be going to London tomorrow and now I'm thinking of so many ways to make it possible without me ID!
I hope amymann gets in touch asap because these butterflies are starting to make me feel sick and I did all that chugging last night!


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Another Thursday....

So after few eventful days with amymann@lush.com and myself it's back to boring old work where I spend my days focusing on making sure things don't burn or fall on the floor due to my brain being overboard with thoughts and wonders beyond food. But in other words I am just one big cluts!!! Being a mouse on Tuesday was funny. Didn't quite get why people feel the need to take them off and wear them....people being male! Definitely need to reconsider who I fancy when out from now on. Note to self: If they like to try on girls costumes,they must be avoided! If they wear girls clothing or anything pink,they must be avoided AND If they drink more WKD and spend more time on the dancefloor than you,they MUST be avoided!!
Fully noted.
So this week so far has been pretty rad. Watched DVDs in bed with amymann@lush.com then walked Boo and Frank up the park with JT where we found a rubber chicken. As you do?!




Strolled to B&Q where I decided I'd buy spray paint and some tester pots. Resulted to getting high on the fumes in my room!! But aside from that a heart hangs on my wall where I will continue to wonder whether to fill it,leave it blank or just kill myself and see if it gets my family rich from my 20 and a quarter mid-life artistic wall crisis.




The thought is certainly tempting......


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Moving Forward

So, I've been stuck in this slum of a job for a while now, and it's had its ups but mostly downs. It's too overpowering for what it is. People make it so much more stressful than what it needs to be and it winds me up which is not the kind of person I am.

I need a new career move. I want to be dealing or involved in helping people. I am a good listener and advisor and I want to be able to give my voice to people that are not quite sure what to do in certain situations in life.

I like helping. I think I want to be a psychiatrist.

We're Under The Sheets

and you're killing me.

The Next Thing....

We're touching. <3

Keys

Her voice is truly amazing. If you haven't already,definitely get her new album. This Bed is my favourite for sure. I heart you Alicia. You are a talent.

What makes the World go round...

Basically, life seems to suck without money, but yet it sucks with it too.

Hair Growth

Are there really supplements I can take to make my hair grow quicker?!

Sailor Jerry's & Coke.

On a Friday night, alone in bed watching Bring It On.

What more could one want?

ermmmmmmmm SEX?!

Frankie

3 words.

You disgust me.

I hate you.

I want you.

You want me.

Shall we kiss?

Who are you?

Let's get CRUUUUUUUUUUUNK!

You are hot.

Let's make out.

Are you retarded?

You repulse me.

Just shoot me.

I love you.

What does it feel like?

I do wonder........ when I see people out and about cuddling, kissing, making out, whatever you want to call it, what it would be like to feel that same emotion they're feeling. I haven't been in love exclusively before. I play it cool when it comes to relationships, I let them do what they want, and vice versa, but is laid back the best way to be? I mean yes it makes life easier and organising times to meet up with one another to go for dinner, or a drink, to the cinema, seeing family etc. is always special, but showing your love exclusively could be nice too, no?! At the end of the day it's not down to what people think or how they should see you, but it's always cute to be able to express a bit of love and affection out in public, considering everyone else does it?!

I don't know.

I'll just continue to wonder if I'll ever feel that.

Leaving a toilet roll next to a candle...

Possibly the worst thing to do in the bedroom.

Well there's that, but many things go wrong in MY bedroom.

* Leaving the door shut overnight when the puppy is in there....messy morning.

* Bringing a bloke back after a drunk night out and getting frustrated with his impotence...stressy morning.

* Spilling tea on the duvet just before getting into bed to watch a rom-com.

* Dancing infront of the mirror when the mother walks in to see you busting a move in your underwear.

* Falling asleep during.

* Falling asleep just before he finishes.

(Neither of those are my fault, clearly he's not doing it right....right?!)

Ke$ha.

Her music definitely gets me off.

I will OWN these...

Stupid in Love ♥

This is stupid

I'm not stupid

Dont talk to me

Like Im stupid

I still love you

But I just cant do this
I may be dumb but
I'm not stupid.

Scrabble?!

I'm not sure how, but playing Scrabble seems to make everything okay again?!

Love is Blind. ♥

When we first met you played your guitar
At that stage my mind was by far.
When I needed a lift you was at my call.
Now when I look you are not there at all.
You took me to your favorite spot to cry.
Now our love has started to die.
You met my family and wanted more,
It turned out I didn’t understand you at all.
You listen to your friends which is a shame,
Because I’m not playing no man’s game.
I left on the train and am scared
I will never ever see you again.
I’ve traveled back to my home town,
Now I can’t get rid of my sad frown.
I drink alcohol to pass my fears,
You are the one I want in my life for the rest of my years.

<3

Here I am a rabbit hearted girl
Frozen in the headlights
It seems I´ve made the final sacrifice

I must become a lion hearted girl
Ready for a fight
Before I make the final sacrifice.

i HATE snow.

i LOVE snow.

Looking back...

I was just checking out my old blog posts and came across one about Brittany Murphy. Oh how beautiful she is. Makes me sad just the thought of it being real. I still can't come to terms that Heath is really gone. People may find it pathetic that I get emotional over celebrities popping their clogs, but if they have made me smile/laugh or had any impact on my life then I feel they've been a part of it, so to not have that happiness when I watch a film with either Brittany or Heath, now makes me emotional.

This blog was depressing. I apologise, I'll make the next one happy.

What I'd like to become...

Most people see this as slutty and low. I personally see it as artistic and fun. People that frown upon it are jealous! LOL

Another New Year.....

Wow, so I can't remember the last time I even blogged but I definitely miss it! I think i had a boyfriend back then. I think i was actually happy back then. Well new year has finally come, no more noughties and its time that I pulled my knee high socks up, shrugged this snow off my shoulders and backed my ideas up!

I am going to travel.

Xbox baby yeahhhhh!

<3

iPhone

NOW please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i have too many apps to put on it! the list is going crazy now!

* blocked

* flood it!

* movies

* fluid

* copter game

* dots free

* bubble wrap

* free translator

* darts

* inside xbox 360

* ihandy level

* google earth

* fb

* fake-a-call

* slots

* noughts & crosses

* ipint

* light saber

* beer pong challenge

.................and so many more!!!

He's fixing a divot!!

SPACE JAM! <3

I am appreciating

mellow hour on magic fm <3

I am......

a donor :)

A million love songs later....

would love to see Take That!

TATTOO EXCITEMENT!

When i pluck up the courage, and finally decide where i would like it.............this is the tattoo i will be getting, thanks to JOE :)

I love my Kid

♥

♥

90210

makes me happy!

In love with....

my radio. <3

I'm willing to run

and smash into you.

I was wrong...

for falling in love ♥

I want.....

to be blond again!

Blue Eyes

Yes Yes Oh Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

Fed 75,000 today!

Was enjoyable, but felt like i was feeding 75,000 people!

Jesus eat your heart out! LOL

Havent blogged in ages

I want Philip to come home.

C & C

What's the big deal about it?

   

I sit and talk to God

And he just laughs at my plans...

Beautiful Brittany

Sex and the City

New York city can be a terrifying place, but nothing more terrifying than bumping into an ex before drinking your morning coffee.

...wearing my heart on my sleeve.

Weekend Away

Bit of a blur, but was a laugh. 

Got myself a navy blazer and some leopard print loafers.

Drunk on Gallo. 

Classy.

If I Could Look Like Someone...

When in Rome...

Hot

I am...

Perfection

Souper Dooper!

Full up on Soup and Bread.

ADORE

I Like

Obsession

I love these two people.

Tonight

I just did something bad.

LOVE

'The List'

Alive -

Ashton Kutcher.

Jim Sturgess.

David Grohl.

Chase Crawford.

Shia Labeouf.

Gerald Butler.

Jake Gyllenhaal.

Ryan Gosling.

Dead-

Ian Curtis.

Heath Ledger.

Gene Kelly.

Gregory Peck.

To live in 1963

It would have been so cool to live in 1963. I thought about this year,being the year my mum was born, and what stuff was going down back then. And the things that I would have loved was the diners, and cinema drive-in!

I would have had a Dodge Pioneer Convertible and gone to the Cinema Drive-In with friends everytime a new film was up! 

  

Also the clothing would have been cute!

I would have worn stuff like this...

 

And I would have read things like this...

 

BOO

My dog is 3, and she is a complete doosh! She will not shut up barking no matter how many times you call her name, or tell her to shut up! She will stare at you solidly without blinking while you eat your food. She sleep runs (hilarious) and she is the only dog I know that groans and moans about every movement she makes!